"So Now I Must Place You With All Things That I Can Never Have"

Quite literally.

My ex-boyfriend is getting married. Not to me, obviously.

Odd feeling.

I don't think I realized how much it was bothering me until I drove by the Pony Coral this evening and thought "I could really use a drink right about now."

I think John Mayer's music will make me feel sad for awhile... but other than that, I think I'll live.

It really is an odd feeling. I'm sure most can relate. Sad but not. Upset but not. Jealous? Not of the girl, but the whole 'getting married' thing? I really don't know.

Must go process.